771 days since I fell in love and started a relationship that would change me forever.
663 days since my heart was broken and from then until..
…395 days ago I was in an emotionally abusive and manipulative relationship with a serial cheater and liar.
It’s taken me this long, two bouts of clinical depression, anti-depressants, counselling, a whole lot of self loathing, self harm, suicidal thoughts. I’ve lost friendships, been completely ashamed of what I’d become and had a new relationship with a lovely girl destroyed by it all.
But today feels different, as if a weight I’ve carried for such a massive amount of time has finally been released.
I’ll never forget, but, I forgive her.
I’m finally past it.